Evie, please be okay

Hey all.  I know I haven't posted since having a moody, bitchy rant on Valentine's Day.  I've been meaning to update on how I've been doing, but just haven't been feeling it.

However, this is more important than me.

Evie... is gone.   I tried emailing her yesterday, and it bounced back at me.  So I checked her blog, and that's gone.  And her tumblr.  And every method I have of contacting her.

I know this is probably, maybe, partly due to my own issues that I blame myself at least to some extent. I've been really self absorbed lately, and also i've been having trouble keeping up with my homework.  So I've been avoiding reading Evie's captions.  You see, Evie is, hands down, my all time favorite capper.  Everything she writes reaches me on the deepest level.  So I've made a deal with myself that I can't read her captions until I get caught up.

While that's been very motivating, it still hasn't done the trick, and it was a stupid and selfish decision.  I know how important comments are to bloggers and how much Evie loves to receive comments.

Evie.  If you see this.  Please come back.  I'm really sorry if I've hurt you.  I still love you, and I hope you're okay.